week 13

Well the good news is I've tested negative for the Hep C virus! So I will continue with the treatment, I'm really pleased. I had the skin cancer cut out yesterday & am recovering at home. It's quite a big scar but should be very faint. The doctor will send it away for tests to check it is non malignant. But I have 'normal pressure glaucoma' which I'm completely devastated about. I'm worried sick about what it means for my future if I don't respond to the treatment for it & all my hopes & dreams have been turned upside down. I'm trying to remember how I felt like that when I got my Hep C diagnosis & came to terms with that but this feels different because it involves my eyesight & losing that is the worse thing I can think of. I expect I'll come to terms with it all but I'm not there yet.